My family had left to go out to eat and I was alone at last. Well, my dog Cody. I was doing some paperwork when Cody starting barking crazy like and going in circles. I kept telling him to be quite. Then I heard mom and dad in the kitchen so I got up to see what they brought home for me. I went into the kitchen and there was no one there. I was so shocked. I felt like one those ghost hunters when they hear a noise and say “what was that?” They check it out and no one was there. I stood there for a few minutes trying to figure it out, but there wasn’t much to say. My dog wanted out to pee.
I suddenly got a bad feeling. I heard of people who have psyche abilities and see flashes of something going to happen or has already happened. I started worry about my parents. They’re old and shouldn’t really be driving. Can’t tell them that.
Then, they really came home. Dad came to my room and said, “Vickie we had a little accident.” My heart jumped and so did to find out what happen. It seemed mom had fallen on her face after missing a step The miracle of it all is it wasn’t as bad as it should have been. I was so grateful.
WasI hearing their voices a warning sign for me? Or, am I going crazy? This has been happening to me quite a bit. I even see shadows move. I’m very sensitive to noise and senses – do I have a gift and just now opened up to it? Or, am I loony tunes.
I’ve been following my instinct more than my heart and it has helped me out a lot. My intuition has saved my life many times.
I realized the other day that strange things have happen to me since I was a young girl. I’ve always been open to the possibilities of guardian angels, ghosts, psyches, and anything that hasn’t been proven it doesn’t exist.
Yesterday, I saw or felt something sitting next to me and at first glance t was my son. He lives in North Carolina. I sometimes see black shadows, and I’ll hear voices. I never feel like I’m alone. They’re times that items go missing. I thought I was crazy! Well I am, but this was something I had just had my had on. I’ll look and look and then decide to just sit down and think about it and there it is. It’s happen on more than one occasion.
I’m very sensitive to noise and sounds, chatter, and feelings. I can tell on the first introduction or meeting whether I want to know that person or not. I can feel when a person doesn’t feel good. I’ve been told I have HSP – High Sensitively Personality-Psychic Intuition.
I’ve read that people with Bipolar like me are intuitive, because of their sensitive nature. I’ve had these sense and feelings for a long time even when I was in the first grade I was top in the class in track. When time to run I could tune out and focus on the starting line – there was no one but me heading for that starting line so run like the wind it’s you only you. BLAM! I’d take off like a blaze of glory. I flew through the finish line YEA! Know one could catch up and I knew I was going to win. I got that feeling every time when I won.
When I started having these strange things happening to me I started studying intuition and believing, and that’s how I found my higher power.
As you know I strongly believe in intuition. For the last 6 months I’ve been asking myself if I should leave my parents who I’ve been a caregiver for the last 2 years. It’s become very stressful, and I miss my son and grandchildren. I kept seeing myself growing old, and never seeing my family. I could also see myself never finding love again.
For the last 10 years I’ve been living with the devil and a bottle of alcohol. The day I made the decision to quit is the day I grew up and became stronger. Being stronger is making decisions. That has always been difficult for me. I usually ask everyone what should do. But instead, I knew the only person to make that decision was me. I started listening for a sign and direction.
I would cry and ask God what should I do. I’ve done so much soul-searching then I remembered my very first thought (intuition) when I was trying to make a decision. I want to move to North Carolina. I want to be near my son and his family. I still have some life in me and I want to live.
We’re always fearful to make a decision out of fear and making the wrong choice. However, if we can trust our instinct and intuition you become stronger and confidant in your beliefs. I use to not be able to make decisions, and hadys had to ask other people’s opinion. Even then I was afraid. What should I do – just forget it? Just stay where your are and don’t make any changes something could mess up? Don’t take risks? Well, I say bully on that. If you don’t take a risk you’ll never know what it could have been.
Well, I’m going to move to North Carolina. With that decision everything fell into place. Out of the blue someone contacted me about a cottage on Carolina Beach two blocks from the ocean. I listened to my intuition, and realized if I don’t make a move now it may be too late. Hey, I’m not getting any younger.
When I move to North Carolina December 1st I’m starting a blog on my stay on Carolina Beach and where it leads me. It should be fun.